rebelling flesh

Currently I'm enjoying a book called 'No Compromise.' Its the life story of Christian recording artist, Keith Green, as told by his wife, Melody and using various exerpts from his personal journal.

Its been getting to me. It always gets to me. I've read this particular book a half dozen times since I got it, and every time, something new comes from it.

There is something going on in my spirit these days. As of yet I haven't been able to pinpoint it, though it doesn't feel bad. However, satan is doing his best to work on my while I make attempts to figure it all out. In some area's I've allowed him access, in others, not at all. My spirit wants to fight and my flesh wants nothing to do with fighting - no surprise there.

"God is the most loving person in the universe. That means he's also the most sensitive person in the universe. Love is making yourself vulnerable. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. How would you like to have eyes that saw every sin that was ever committed every single day? The Bible says, 'The eyes of the Lord are in all places watching the good and evil.' Our sin hurts God.
God is the most patient person in the universe, but time is running out. the Bibel says there will come a day called the Day of the Lord. It will come as a theif in the night. In that day no flesh will be justified or glorified before the Lord. that means we'd better get out of the flesh quick!" ~KG~

And that's where I'm at.