So many thoughts

I have been in a bad mood today.

There is something within my spirit that I have not been able to shake for some months(its not a regular occurance)and its been hitting hard these past few days - more so today though. I don't know how to shake it. Someone asked me a second ago if I know what it is - yes, I do. However, I am not going to share it here.

So many emotions and thoughts running through my brain.

This is my last week in Vancouver, so that's probably adding to it. Sadness overcame last night and I ended my day by crying myself to sleep - which is never a good idea because you wake up with really read, very puffy eyes. There are things that moving to Bangor I know may be a shock to my system...going from living with a lot of people to living alone, actually making a salary instead of a very poor hourly wage...there are more things.

For the most part I am prepared for all of this, and am looking forward to the changes and all that they bring. There are also things that I'm looking forward to in Bangor...hanging out with the teens and building some strong relationships and spending time in prayer in the sanctuary. This last one may seem a little odd to look forward to since I could pray anywhere, but this past summer, the sanctuary there became our "office" a place of refuge of sorts. It was the first place that I looked if looking for Joel and vice versa. Its a powerful room, a place where the Lord is really calling His people to pray. I look forward to more prayer in that place.

I started this post earlier and am now finishing it up hours later. Having prayed and had some laughs with friends, I am feeling much better.

I love how that works!

Blessings.