Allow me to elaborate on tonights title. For those of you who don't know, I attend church at The Salvation Army. We have names for all our groups(pretty much our own lingo) and our choir is called the Songsters. Well, I like to sometimes call them the gangsters or as above, screamsters! Tonight, we were screamsters. We are headed to a different church (SA church) in a small town this weekend, so you would have thought that practice would go well tonight...hmm...or not! It been a while since I've heard as many squakers as I did tonight. It was pretty bad.
I'm feeling much better than I was last night(spiritually). I am no where near where I need to be, or where I want to be, but I am better. Life just happens to be getting the better of me and I let things(mainly work) get to me. I'm way stressed about my summer plans, and I am becoming a bitter girl...I don't like that.
Anyway, if you're reading this, pray for me. For a peaceful heart. I need it.
Blessings.
Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a steadfast spirit within me.
2 days ago
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ha ha!! Screamsters!!!! Ours should be called that! though its been almost 7 months since I've heard them - but Rob assures me they still hold that title!
I like Gangsters!!! LOL! your sense of humour is still intact, girl!
glad that you're feeling a bit better. i can relate to you when you say that you're becoming a bitter girl. well, we're both in that boat!!! there are some really awful things that i'm living through at the moment and yes, they have had that bittering effect on my spirit. NOT GOOD! I've realized that i have that choice to be that way or not. . never mind being justified in feeling this way, never mind what 'they' did or 'they' said, never mind the betrayal and rejection, slander. . even if i have to ask God for help 50 times a day with this condition of my spirit, then i'd better ask 50 times a day!!!
be encouraged right where you are Dee, to ask 50 times a day for help! and you will get it. . and if i ask, so will i!
xo
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